Have did a lot of things this few day tired tired tired but like the things i do having a lot of fun learn a lot of things too whether is bad or good how i wish there can be more time in a day and human can don sleep.

Actually I think alot this days when we are together if we are to slow/sits down and think/talk again will you do that to me:/ 98852604 

Hais onces after my long mc... Ppl join happy lemon ppl quit happy lemon what a sad thing too see ppl quit or go is like you always joke with them teach them and now there are gone but I have too get use too it la:) When to work today yes is tiring but see-ing ppl there are still so energetic also make myself wanna work.... It's easy too remember something but it is hard too forget it's like there's no delete button in your brain right....

Days.... To love....

:) hiee.... Long time me no blog le ba actually I got alot to say but just don know how to start:)( I am a lazy boy )  just let me start ba the days ba school, hoildays, work, play, drink, hospital, rest....... Maybe that what life about ba.... Mm but I just find everything boring to me or maybe I just think I have burn my heart ba.... Mm actually somebody told me I am just missing the love of touch and wanted me to find someone too love and adding on " get a life " stay happy alright... But is hard too tell someone you love her/him... Or I am just scared too hurt the special someone again without notice;) hais who will really think after one who break up ("The length of a relationship doesnt matter. The happiness of being together with someone u loved is always far greater than the hurt it brings after.") 

I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

[Chorus]
I won't faint the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored

I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can

But sometimes I don't make sense
I am, what you never want to say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
You face away and pretend I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got

[Chorus]

You hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now, hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now

[Chorus repeat: x3]

Sometime when times or feeling go down you will feel like you needed to eat more but don't matter how much you eat you will not feel full I will say what you need is not food to full the inside is "LOVE" that you needed to fill it up:)  

:) sleep, wake up at 11.45 when to work at 1 to 10pm today me and kitt work 9 hours although it may sound long but too me I feel nothing after work not tired at all I think my body is use too work le ba and today got double paid ya so happy I think today I earn $108 ba:) Happy national day too all ppl looking:) and also happy scary 7 month ghost month>.< (Wo de xin tai ruan)  handsome sleep now bleh=.=